because no matter what I did I knew someone would see it as being wrong.
I started this morning tryng to go to work, and I just couldn't get out of
the front door. I forgot my wallet, then I had to go back because I forgot
my phone, then I had to pick my medication up at the pharmacy and they are
not the quickest, they go at their own pace even though I was the only
The bus journey was a typical slow joirney and I finally managed to get to
town and enjoy the stroll from the stop to the office,, all going well.
In work I managed to gt everything done so much quicker as the systems are
quicker there and it is just easier. This afternoon we have been
interviewing for a new member of staff which we need to take on pretty
quickly. The one problem was that the interviews went on and on and I didn't
finish till 5.30pm which mark was angry at. He wanted me to finish at around
3pm as that's more than enough for me 10 - 3pm
I know he's right and that I shouldn't throw myself into the office that
much but with being in the office and enjoying being out I didn't notice the
time and such, although I will have to ensure that I don't do it again as I
know its not beneficial to myself.
I'm off to bed shortly as its another early start tomorrow as I have to be
at Christies for 9.15am ready for my scan. I should hopefully know the
results of this scan on Wednesday at my next Oncology Appointment, so will
be a long weekend for me. Not that I'm going to focus on it though as I know
this scan is not the most important one I will have at the moment.
Will just have to occupy myself with other things and then have the meeting
Anyway off to bed for me I think.